this is my special place, just to write. i wont look back with regrets, i wont apologize for my prior stupidity, and wont edit. this will be my thoughts, pure and clear. nothing but me, nothing but the absolute truth. its just you and me, for the rest of our lives
i look for myself in the mirror, but i cannot find Her. the confident, strong, leading lady of my summer. has she vanished? or am i too engulfed in stupid, fake drama and or someone. its so difficult. this year, my life changed. my friends changed and that began the start of my life, a life away from home, but with this new found life, i hope i have not lost myself. the girl from killarney may be hidden, but she has made me change. i am more comfortable with myself. i am learning to open up.
"some people feel like they don’t deserve love. they walk away quietly into empty spaces, trying to close the gaps of the past."
"i read somewhere how important it is in life not necessarily to be strong, but to feel strong"
"at long last he was unencumbered, emancipated from the stifling world of his parents and peers, a world of abstraction and security and material excess, a world in which he felt grievously cut off from the row throb of existence"